I had to take a little hiatus last week, as I tried to cope with everything that is happening right now. This current crisis is my worst nightmare. I’m not completely sure why, as I’m not a germaphobe. But it is. This pandemic has been at the top of my list for most of my life, as the worst possible thing that can happen to humanity. Maybe because it’s so uncontrollable, maybe because it doesn’t discriminate, maybe because it doesn’t matter where you live or who you are or what your political views or anything. None of it matters. You are at risk every time you step outside, and you can contract it by doing the things that we’ve been taking for granted all our lives, like going to the grocery store or work or school. All of those things are now at risk of infection. The one thing, I keep thanking God for, is that the recovery rate is high. That for most people this will be a little more/less serious than the flu, and then they will be ok. But, that still doesn’t take away from the severity of the current events.
Now, I understand that most people are getting tired of hearing about it, but at the same time. It’s very real and still very prevalent, so therefore, it’s tied to my blog today, but hopefully we can shed some light on the situation and grow closer to God and deeper in our faith here.
I read this last week and it struck a cord with me. That I can sit over here and worry about everything that’s going to happen and all the fallout from this, or I can just do my best to do everything I can to keep myself and my family safe and trust God for the rest. And, I stated in my original post two weeks ago, Knowledge is Power. Although this is my worst fear come to life, I know that God’s got me. That it is my responsibility to do my part (following the CDC guidelines as much as possible), and that God is going to handle the rest. I know some people out there are believing this is God, trying to punish us or whatever. It’s not. We live in a fallen world, and diseases happen. God is not doing this to us. We live under the New Testament God, and this is not part of His plan. He is the good, good Father who wants to bless us, and have us be happy. This is not something He is doing. In fact, it has Satan’s signature all over it. People are afraid, people are blaming God, churches are closed, people cannot get together to encourage and uplift each other, people are dying. He is here to steal, kill, and destroy. Once again, he has fooled the masses into blaming the wrong guy. Seems like pretty typical Satan to me. So, if you want to blame someone, at least know who’s pulling the strings here.
I’m not sure how this is going to help anyone, but I deeply feel compelled to share something that I have realized, just this morning. For almost a year now, I have been struggling with the deep connection I have felt to Jeremiah – the weeping prophet. I have discussed with my Pastor, my Bible study group, and some of my close friends, I have even written about it previously. And, none of us, could understand truly why I would feel such a connection to Jeremiah. Initially, when I would read the Bible, sing worship songs, and sometimes during prayer, I would cry. I was so moved by the Spirit. I felt it so deep in my soul. The simple reading of scripture would make me weep. So, we had all kinda chalked it up to that. But in the last couple weeks, as I watched the coronavirus spread across China, and infect people by the thousands, I felt it. I felt it coming. As we saw our first cases outside of China and in the rest of the world, I knew. I watched it like a wave. I knew. I could see the writing on the wall. As we saw our first cases in the United States, I raised the red flag to people I knew. It’s coming. And many people, brushed me off. We would get it under control. Then, the spikes started coming. Again, I expressed my concerns. “It’ll be fine.” And, I literally had people looking at me like I was wearing sack cloth and standing in Times Square preaching about End Times. I was doing my best not to sound hysterical, but at the same time, I couldn’t not say anything. It’s coming. I have had several moments in the last few weeks, where I have expressed my concern about the next thing that’s going to happen, and people have poo-poo’ed me that day, only to see it as the headlines the next. Ahhh, Jeremiah. Here we are. The one really crazy thing, to me, is that I have been crying over the loss of life during these times. People I have never met, don’t even know their names. But, I weep. I weep for them, and their families, and these times. It’s heartbreaking. And, until this morning, I hadn’t made the connection. My heart and soul pours out for everyone during this time. I ache for everyone experiencing this right now. Words cannot express my sympathies.
But God. God is here for us. God loves us. God wants this to all be over soon. Keep praying, keep revoking Satan, keep your faith. Keep yourself safe. Do everything you can to help yourself and your family, and let God do the rest. We are his children, and He loves us. Let me share with you, something our Pastor shared with us this week.
The Blessing: The Blessing is irrevocable and irreversible, it is a constant. As God’s people, we live under His “Blessing”, no matter what our circumstances, even through this pandemic. God has commanded His Blessing on you and your household. The Blessing doesn’t come and go. God doesn’t change His mind from day to day or hour to hour. He changes not. An Old Testament story tells of someone who wanted this “Blessing” removed from God’s people, but this was impossible. Here’s what was said, “God is not a man, so he does not lie. He is not human, so he does not change his mind. Has he ever spoken and failed to act? Has he ever promised and not carried it through? Listen, I received a command to BLESS; God has blessed, and I cannot reverse it!” So, all day long, we can agree with God and be aware of the BLESSING. Bless everyone you know, frequently. Via Skype or in person, look people in the eyes and release the Blessing. It’s so simple but huge. There are endless benefits to the blessing. We bless you all!
Many clinics are in short supply for masks. We have taken up making masks. Many fabric stores are supplying materials to those who are willing to make masks as well. I encourage you to look in your local communities to see if there is a need near you. Here is a pattern that I particularly like that is being accepted in many places. Do what you can, where you’re at.